I cried a lot the day you were due. Daddy was so sweet and brought me home flowers. I bauled some more. Please know I love you and hope someday you can be apart of our family if it's part of heavenly father's plan. Love you angel.

On a different note, we are excited to begin a new chapter. I woke up during the night and randomly decided to take a pregnancy test... My period is not due for a few days. So I don't know why I thought I should, plus it was 3 in the morning...lol. But the result was two lines. We are expecting!!! I waited til morning to tell daddy. I said I had to go potty, and came back to in the room and showed him the test. We are beyond thrilled. Definitely a secret between just mommy and daddy for awhile. I thought about waiting til valentine's day to tell him but I was just too excited to contain it all. Daddy is now at work, but he just sent me a text it said 'I'm just so happy' we love you sweet one. Now to prepare for exhaustion, puking, big prenatals and 'plug-ups' I can do this! Lol:)